ROAD TO SPM

hi....

i havent update for so long(not really)

yeah well,its my spm year so im so busy with spm stuff...

actually more like my daily routine..

1.wake up,go to school

2.come back frm school

3.do homework

4.tuition

5.study until midnight

then repeat the same thing EVERYDAY 

except for weekend

so its seems tht i have to leave my 'online life' for a while

no fb,no instagram,no twitter, no wechat n no blog 😭😭😭

yeah quite sad abt it but this is the only way to make it work...

n yeah this might be the last post untill i finish my spm , and after tht i wanna do everything like everythinglaaaaa

i dont think u guys miss me coz actually only few read my blog hahahaha (or maybe none) 

so these few months i really have to focus on studies..all i have to do is study,study n study

nvm struggle for this year only..,i wanna make it worth so i gotta have to work hard on it..

its such a waste to dream evrything i've dream if i didnt do well in spm..so basically spm is my everything (for now) 

but yeah i have to admit tht sometimes i feel very boring n stress with my life(rn) yeahlaa coz my head just cant stop remind me to study,n yeah ofc i fee very tired...n smr i still weak on some subjects which i should do well coz thts my target

addmath almost killed me..but yeah almost im not die yet...(maybe) 

yeah

i have to work on it to make it happen

whenever i feel down or abt to give up,

i always remind n ask myself why am i doing this?whts the purpose of this?for wht reason i start doing this?wht abt my dreams?

then...it makes me think twice whenever i feel like i wanna give up...after all i've done, now its already halfway,i wont leave it halfway!

its my choice!its my dream!and its my decision!

so i have to make it happen...really have to...

if i dont do it fr myself then who will do it for me?

im not depending on anyone so i gotta do it myself and make it happen ...so then i can be proud of myself 

insya allah

"i pray to Allah tht Nur Faizah Binti Jamaludin will do well in her SPM and get straight A+ "aminnn

ps: gonna miss u (fb,ig,twitter,blog,phone)

love,

Pae