FED UP

honestly i almost give up with all of this shit life in form4 ..it begin abt 2 week but i feel ike i cant take it anymore...
its not about taking the science stream it more abt how busy my life it i dont even have time to take a rest,take a proper breath,not even!
the science strean ut doesnt really bother me coz so far now im not really busy or stress abt it,
im so tired going back frm schl at 2.30 but before this usually 1.10 (this is one of the disadvantages of taking science stream) ,and then i only got a few hpurs to take a rest,eat,and do homeworks,but i cant do homework at this time coz its too hot and i cant focus(its not my focus time),so only at this time i would take a proper breath and close my eyes for a while but sometimes the people in my house keep nagggging this la and that la, they always say 'dulu kami tak lembi macam hg pun","kami pun sekolah juvak" i hate this statement, pleasela understand how people back then,less stress than today,its normal la,...everyone does it nowadays wht.
back to the point after like 5 i have to wake up n pray then get ready for the stupid shit tuition class,idk why i hate it very much but it only come when my first day of the class(brfore this im a bit excited ncoz its such a new experience to me) and one n quater sitting in the supercool class tht makes me freeze,sitting alone like the most blurr girl,(i dont have friend in the class) then go back home,eat but sometimes i not sempat to take a dinner becz im rushibg to do my homework bcoz i want to sleep early but it doesnt even work...still managed to finish the homework by 12 sometimes 1 bcoz idkla the teachers all are insane giving a bunch of homeworks to the students ..and the most thing i hate in the beginng of year, my form teCher which i called cikgu kalut forces and pushes me to do a kecerian papan kenyataan within 1 weeks,this week,shes errghhh....then i told her tak sempat buat n she said buat jugk bg smpt,she never know i dont even have time to do tht stupid thing,rubbish...like y do u have to kalut abt it,school never mention we have to rush doing tht by january,only her i tell you...i hate it,im writing this n still not sleep bcoz i cant take it anymore n maybe i wont go to sch tmmorow,im so tired ,,,STREEEEESSSSSS.
SORRY FOR MY TUNGGANG LANGGANG ENGLISH,I WRITE IT CINCAI2 ..MANGLISH

no love ,
PAE