I almost give up

Dapat result tdi blh tahan teruk jugakla..sedihla macam ni aku memang study gila2 tapi result macam tak study je ... Aku rasa aku dah makin b***h dah padahal sebelum ni aku selalu je score tapi sekarang ya allah.
I rasa macam dah give up je ... tapi perjalanan masih belum habis so aku kena teruskan...Kawan aku cakap ni cuma mid year exam so there's nothing to worry but i do... I can feel that im not as before anymore ... Yes on the first test i didnt study but for this exam i study hard and i have studied early a weeks before exam but still the result is like ughhhh...
And plus my parent starting yelling me and said that im not focus, i wasted time , i didnt study n blablabla..seriously it gives me  a stress ... evrytime i got my result i was thinking wht my parent gonna say to me because i know they will not satisfied with my result coz if compared to my last exam i was not too bad but now ....
*tension
Ok so now study study study n study

Pae